Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Friday, February 25, 2011

The train goes running along the line....

When my house got caught in a flood back in... 2005, I think it was, one of my possessions I most regret losing was a trunkfull of books. A lot of them can be replaced, but there are some, especially books I read as a child, whose names or authors I can't remember. Just a memory of their covers, or a story or a poem written inside.

I woke up this morning with a line from a poem running in my head, one I'd last read in an anthology of interesting little poems. So I googled it, and it turns out to be The Engine Driver by Clive Sansom, an English poet. I remember reciting it for a competition at school when I was about 8 or 9 years old. It is probably the only poem I've completely remembered all these years and I've always liked what to me is its quirky oddness. And of course, the train travels.

A lot more research than my basic googling skills will be needed to find out the name of that anthology, and unfortunately, Clive Sansom has not warranted a Wikipedia entry. But it does provide an interesting project for my free time: tracking down these books and others like them.

Two other books that I now want to find and own have incredibly useful titles: 365 Bedtime Stories and 366 Bedtime Tales, or something to that effect. What I can remember about the first one is that it had extremely beautiful, colourful illustrations with every story, and a fairy tale called The Goose Girl that isn't the Grimm Brothers' version at all and one I haven't come across anywhere else. I could be confusing the story's title, of course.

All I can remember of the latter is that it was passed down to me from one of my cousins on my father's side, and that it was old and smelt of old books and cookies. There was a story that involved a character called Sammy the donkey, who sang, a birthday song I think, for the farmer along with his other farm friends. Again, it had interesting little illustrations for each of its stories, and these stories were definitely ones I'd never anywhere else before, nor have I found them anywhere else again. No Grimm's fairy tales in this one.

So, if anyone does have any idea where of websites and such where I could search for these, it would be lovely if you dropped a line. Meanwhile, here's The Engine Driver by Clive Sansom:

The train goes running along the line,
Jicketty -can, Jicketty -can.
I wish it were mine, I wish it were mine,
Jicketty -can, Jicketty -can.
The engine driver stands in front
He makes it run, he makes it shunt;
Out of the town,
Out of the town,
Over the hill,
Over the down,
Under the bridges,
Across the lea,
Over the bridges,
And down to the sea,
With a Jicketty -can, Jicketty -can,
Jicketty -can, Jicketty -can,
Jicketty -can, Jicketty -can…

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Untitled

Why is that sometimes

peace is found only

at the edge of a cliff

overlooking a vast panorama

with green hills in the distance

and boundless blue sky beyond?

Why is it that sometimes

the body yearns to be in

five different places at the same time?

Patagonia, Morocco, the Amazon,

Santorini and the Stonehenge.

Is it restlessness?

Is it wanderlust?

Or is it just the call of the pagan temple?

Why is it that, sometimes, you worry

so much that it could cleave your soul

though you know there is no such need?

Why is there no calm in prayer

even in the holiest of holy temples

but comes when you touch ancient rock?

Why is there no refuge in writing,

that which was once the only escape?

Why does the heart not find what it seeks?

And why is it still so hard to let go?

Why does it always feel

like you’re living on the wrong side

of the thin line that divides

reality and imagination?

Why do you keep searching

when you know there are no answers?





Yes, I (used to) write stuff like this.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

The journey

More than twenty thousand meandering words. I write as they come, not knowing where they are taking me. I fill up reams and reams of paper, each word a jewel in treasure chest of my thoughts, my imagination. You probably would not understand them, or laugh at what I wrote. Which is why it will always remain unseen from your eyes. This time, I write for me.